Am I In China Or In Singapore?

I dont really get it why the Singapore government want us Singaporean to learn Mandarin. Are we in China? I dont think so man.. They should make Singaporean to Improve our official National language which is English AND our unofficial official language which is Malay. Why didnt they teach our people to learn malay? We singaporean have been speaking malay since the old times and its gone as an official language since the 70s! The ads in the TV where those Caucasian and black kids speaking in mandarin to promote mandarin speaking in Singapore is kinda bugging me.. No offense to my local Chinese friends in Singapore but Chinese here are just an immigrant from china from the year 1800s as a trader. and now from what i see they are trying to take over Singapore as like a part of china. I even heard some uneducated Americans think Singapore is in china. That really piss me off dude! If some of u havent know our National Anthem are in Malay title "Majulah Singapura" and I even heard rumors that they maybe going to change it to English.. WHAT THE FUCK?! Whats next u may ask? maybe after this our Dollar notes surely gonna change to Lee Kuan Yew from the currently our 1st president Yusoff Ishak, i wont be suprise. Im not being racist, i love my chinese friends but you all must know the Roots of Singapore! Singapore or Temasek when it was last call was a part of malaysia until the greedy sultan sell it to british and until now we never get our place in Singapore. Every thing must be chinese in Singapore, even working in singapore some employers just want chinese or mandarin speakers only. why must you be racist? did you forget that you people are just an immigrant? and now Singapore is slowly becoming china. Why i said that? Because Singapore employers love importing China workers! they dont even speak english! I even have experience when i bought a drink at a local seller "Sweet Talk", I ordered an oreo cappuccino but the china girl didnt understand me. Im sure u have that experience b4... ArgggHhhhhh! dis is so annoying sia.. Anyway if i got anything, i post more of this shit.

MAJULAH SINGAPURA!

I'm trading punches with a sissy! LITERRALLY!

Ok, here goes... Actually I wanna tell this problem of mine to my gf Fie but since i can't get her on the line i post my shit here...

16th April 2009 around 9PM i got into a fight with my sissy little brother here he is: [Picture removed]
Why i call him a sissy u might ask? because he was so afraid i punch him in the face, he grip me so i cant blow any punches except on the back of his head. it doesnt hurt much as you got punch in the face if you dont know how i feel.

So here the story goes, arnd 9PM he went back from work, i saw him wearing my watch and my Adidas jacket. so i yell at him asking why is he wearing my watch without asking my permission. he said it was lying around that is why he use it. I remember it very well i place it in my wardrobe. then without no clue he started punching me when im on the phone with Fie. then i start punching him back as in self defense, so like i have no idea he kinda like grip me like a bear hug so i cant hit him (Only sissy do that because sissy afraid of getting punch in the face.) somehow i manage to get free and punch him at the back on his head about 3 times and that my parents come and stop the fight... he being a sissy that he is, he know in his head that he cant beat me he use other alternative like destroying my stuff like my Puma watch that Fie bought me 4 years ago which is so dear to me, my computer and all my expensive stuff.. ROFL! He cant even afford to buy his own Boxers short! he steal mine and i jus gave him because i hate other people balls on my boxers... you can imagine how stupid he is man trying to break me by breaking my stuff. i really wanna beat him till he knows who is stronger but, the problem is:
1. Cant fight at home coz to small to fight
2. Cant fight at home coz my parents is there
3. Cant fight at home because if he cant beat me he will break my stuff
4. Cant fight Outside because if public see they will report to police for rioting
5. I really hate fighting as goes the saying "I'm a lover not a fighter" LOL!

So i really dont know what i should do now man, if he borrows my things with permissions i can borrow him my stuff but he didnt! that what pissed me the most! Right now he's at work wearing my Nike Shoe that Fie Bought me as an anniversary present and my Dead Puma watch without my permission. I hate he's wearing my shoe coz he got fucking bad smelly feet and i dont want my shoe got that bloody smell! The shoe is so dear to me coz Fie bought it for our anniversary and i dont want any1 to ruin it! he didnt understand that. he only wants to look good with my stuff. If any1 of you happen to see him outside ask him this "Is that what youre wearing belong to ur brother wil?" he surely embarrassed. ARGHHHHHHHHHH im all stressed out and got no1 to talk to sia!! MAY U BURN IN HELL LITTLE BROTHER!

Oh yeah one of the stuff got destroyed is this Mugs from my love Fie and my fren Heidi. He's head is really fucked up man.

Someone is Angry!

Someone is angry bout what i post few days back and want me to remove it ASAP. I think i should remove it, i think i just make her lose her face la... but i dont really think that any1 ever read my blog.. Gee..she's not the only victim here...

Ciggarettes!

God DAMN! this thing is driving me crazy! Now i know what it feels like to get addicted. Curse you tobacco!!! But, here's the thing. My brain wants me to smoke but my body reject it.. I dunno how to explain this but this is how it is man.. Since before i was a smoker i cant tolerate with the smell of it coz i can get migraine just by being close to sm1 who are smoking and now im in it.. stupid aint it?