The End of The Journey Together For WiL and FiE

I'm here to write about myself being dump by Ex-Girlfriend of 3 years and 10 month for 3 times in that period. have u ever feel of losing someone u love before? I have, no, my parent havent died yet. i lost someone dat i love dearly is my ex. ya ya i know some of u there think im a loser and writing all bout my loser life here but no, im here bcoz i feel abused and cant defend for my right with her. although i love her, she never seems to think dat way,she thinks dat i always had another girl, i nvr love her, i nvr serious with her and so on. she always think the opposite of me. i love her so damn much bcoz she took care of me like a real wife, wen im sick, she cares for me, wen i wanna eat something, she'll cook for me n so on. i did the same thing to her, i care bout her. but after our patch up on February 16th 2009 she become cold towards me, act like a bitch, she hates ppl call her a bitch and yet she act like one. she would scold me for no reason, she would get mad for no reason, if she nt happy with someone else, she will divert the anger to me. wat am i? ur punching bag? i also got a feeling too. wen ever i scolded her, she will sulk for a long time till i say sorry to her, but as for me, after she scolded me, even tho im nt wrong, she would not apologise to me AT ALL. She jus heck care.. talking bout her feeling, i also hav one. she is very thick headed, wat ever she said must be true, not my word, not her mom's word, not her bro's word is true, only her words are legit. she would get angry if someone oppose her. her ego, is like a man's ego. i knw, coz im a guy.. why cant she be like herself 3 years ago? so nice, listen to wat i say, nvr raise her voice and so on. now she's the totaly opposite. now, she's trying to cut communication with me, delete me from facebook, maybe who knows she kept a scandal from knowing im her real boyfriend. she still owes me my M1 bills, and she wants to cut communication wif me? haiz, my life is so totally fucked up, thanx to her. i am just me, i nvr cheated on u, i nvr hit u, i nvr always make u angry, but y u do dis to me? i dun deserve all this crap! i deserve better from u!

It's look like July 7th 2005 is now R.I.P
R.I.P my love... Rafidah Binte Rahim
to bad i nvr got the chance to dump u coz i was so much in love with u.
"Life will never be fair to you"