Stupid Quote! Damn you!

Life's not worth it when you're not living it.

I regret reading that quote... Now i feel all sorry ass with myself again. Really, i just could wish that i can live my life. My life is dull like a freakin butter knife. I wanna enjoy life, wanna go out, make some trouble and stuff. My life last time is much much more better then what it is now. Now it's just problem after another problem and this is making me all choked up. I just wish that my life, or our family life can be back as before. Words can't explain how i feel now. Never mind, I'm slowly losing my memory so i rather let it go away as time pass by.

Crap, i guess this is the end of my private time alone now that everyone has woken up. so, gotta go!