Frustration; OVERLOADING!

Hah! Just saw a friend's blog and now i decided to make a come back after a (very) long absent.
So far, no happy thoughts for me, just the plain same old same old you know what. The thing that keeps me going to be honest is just Maple Story. You know why i seek refuge in an online game? Not because imma geek or something, it's just simple fun (Tho it's getting boring), you have alot of friends there to talk to that you never really meet before. it's like talking to someone behind a curtain or a blind. Enough of that.

I'm very unhappy lately coz of this stupid bills keep on coming and coming which is under my name, but not me who use it. I just lend my name for someone in order to get a cellphone line. I'm being nice (Not naive) to help her, and now end up piling over $500 in usage that she didn't pay. GOD DAMN IT! It's so frustrating. Try to text her, she never fucking reply me. try to call her also no use coz she won't pick up because of bad history. Fuck, I now owe 3 Telco company over $3000 of usage which only 1 of it was my fault. Sigh.... Enough of that also.

Family... it is the one you can relate to in time of need and despair. I totally didn't see that. It is now a huge crack which the gap is getting bigger every day. if only i can use the wall plaster to cover it up. Why is this even happening? You told us to preach to be a good and useful person but u on the other hand is the opposite. Sigh i really got no words to describe it. It's sad and pathetic. On to the next topic...

Friends. They are your so call siblings that you choose to be with. Where's mine? You can say I lost all (almost) my friends to this certain person. The real friend i have right now is either busy or just trying to avoid me. Dunno what the hell i ever do to her. =.="

Whatever... I just need to focus on my own well being better than thinking of all that shits.
Now it's all gotten out of my head and to this post, i can try to get some sleep.

Take care folks.~