The Story of how all this happens...

29th, 30th and 31st December 2008, Fie had been acting cold towards me. This happens maybe because of what happened at McDonalds on the 28th December 2008. I was having some time there surfing the internet. The laptop was very slow at that time, I was pissed and accidentally raised my voice at her while I was MSN-ing with my friend Heidi. Maybe she was hurt when I raised my voice at her and I was sorry for what I’ve done. I did it unintentionally, and after that she stay quiet for quite some time, and I ask her what’s wrong but she said “Nothing”. I kept bugging her for sometime because I know she’s not happy with something. And then she just left me by just saying “You don’t know what the meaning of love and jealousy is!” I was set back a moment thinking “what the hell was that suppose to mean?” I know I mad a mistake and was sorry about it. Then I think it was maybe that I was MSN-in with Heidi and that’s why maybe she was jealous. I mean when I MSN-ing Heidi, Fie was beside me, I’m sure she was watching me MSN to Heidi and I’m sure she saw whatever we were chatting about. Then, what was her PROBLEM?! We didn’t do funny stuff or whatever, we were just talking bout that BLOODY DAVE!! What’s there to be jealous about? This puzzle me, in fact, Fie herself is so puzzling that it’s hardly to understand her lately. At one point she can be happy and in a blink of an eye she can change. Lately she have been very aggressive towards me, she would provoke me in any ways that she would make me pissed , when I’m pissed, I got angry, when I’m angry, she would get it from me. You get the picture? She making me mad and make me look like the bad guy and makes people see her as the innocent ones!! How cunning that is?! Haiz…
(1st January 2009 – 5:24am)