Confuse and Lost

I'm confuse. I'm not gonna say what I'm confuse about but maybe by the end of this post u should know.

I got this mixture feeling of ******* in amidst i'm in a lot of shit right now. I'm just confuse and lonely.

God Damn! I really need to get rid of this feeling before it eats me from the inside. Someone PLEASE slap me and take me back to the real world plox. I need to get away, far far away from *******. I can't let myself be open to such ridiculous things. I don't need anymore problems than what already is. I'm too soft, too vulnerable now (as in mentally), any more beating i would just lay dead... How should i get rid of it? arghh... major migraine is killing me again.