The Face That Calm The Beast Inside.

This morning when i woke up (When my babe call me to go out wif her), I felt so crappy, I feel so emotionally exhausted although i didn't cry didn't shout my lung out or whatever. You know, when u watch anime, sometime got this feeling of a certain characters are doing like having dark clouds with lightning on top of them or having this dark aurora surround them. That's how i felt.

After a few hours, i recovered abit and feel abit better. i eat, i do my regular stuff, and go out with my babe. At 1st i dun wanna meet anyone coz i feel so shitty. But then she need my help and wanna come over so i agree. And then i saw her, and i smile for the 1st time for the day. Seeing her always makes me laugh. Coz she's in a way a goofy bimbo with a heart (Chey, later she read this blog she perasan). We went for late lunch at Subway. And after that i thought that she's gonna come over to my place, but she said she got someone to meet someone for movie. So there she goes, and there i goes. I'm back being in the mediocre and pathetic life that i have right now. Back home, i feel more calmer and relax after seeing and talk wif that bimbo. heheh... Well that's the only entertainment i have for today lol. She's being nagging at me non stop at me to be happy and think that all gonna be ok. i tried but i cant.

I jus wanna get over this thing, and move on to a happy life. Sigh.. God really hates me and my Family.

See ya~